Should’ve let you leave when you asked
Should’ve let you breathe when you were masked
Should’ve done a million things over differently
Should’ve waited for the punishment and the penalty
Should’ve made you wait instead of scuttling towards the door
Should’ve construed myself as a bore
Should’ve melted into the dark when you saw me at the bar
Should’ve not agree for a ride in your car
Should’ve left when I had the chance
Should’ve responded to your insistences with a menace
Because don’t you see where I am?
A shrouded black cloud hovering above ready to maim
Because don’t you see I’m back to where I started
A mess; pale faced and broken hearted
Could’ve hurt you when you screamed her name
Could’ve killed you just for ending this game
Could’ve hurled you on the floor tainting it with blood
Could’ve broken your face for making my eyes flood
Could’ve done a million things differently
Could’ve ended things with a finality
They say hurt people hurt people
But for that you have to be classified as one of the people
You smeared, whacked, ruined, broke and fucked me over
I’m just tryna do the same thing but on paper
Can’t say I’ll succeed until I see you bleed
Renew your IVs cause I just gave myself a lead
© Rushna Imdad . All rights reserved. Published on June 14, 2017.
Image not owned by me. Credits to LDR and her team.
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